Totally Jerk
Labels: clueless, coward, emotional story, experience, jerk, literature, love
Memories and lessons learned from past experiences..Learn and discover something new, and share to everyone...
Labels: clueless, coward, emotional story, experience, jerk, literature, love
It's quite a long time already, since the last time I have contacted the one I'm falling to.
I haven't heard news from her and even to her partner.
I like to know what happened to the love they've shared for a long time already,
But seems the time is not in my side.. though I did not make any move, I also to know
what are the happening in their living now, still I wonder somehow to know,
if they're happily together.
Many will definitely tell me that I am a fool,
Yes, I accept the fact that I'm a fool for loving her,
Even for a long span of years already, still I felt love for her.
Many things I already applied just to forget the feelings I felt for her;
Yet, the many attempts I tried, the many people I secretly hurt..
That's why I tried to be happily being single at this time..
In this case, I can be true to myself and be happy of what life is all about.
Though there are moments that will bring back the memories of the past,
I still continue the things I believe is right, so that I can eventually be ready.
Ready, in the case of loving someone whom I will be loving for all of my life,
Though, we can't erased the past that I loved someone so special that I failed to have her,
But, still I'm happy for the outcome cause I know I'd made a good decision though,
It brought too much pain in me for a long span of time..
Labels: emotional story, experience, love story, personal
Labels: emotional story, experience, love, love story, personal, story
There are times when we felt that all we had in life are all pleasure and happiness..
There are moments that even we had all what we like, still we are not happy about it, we need something that we don't know what it is.. In fact, we keep ourselves busy on other things that we thought that can make as happy, but we're definitely wrong about it.
Well, before we become so obsessed with our wants, let's have an evaluation to ourselves if what we had achieved and what we need to achieve. In this way, we can identify what will be the things that can make us happy and contented..
Achieving things without a plan can sometimes brought us into a situation wherein we crave for more achievements that had been cause from sudden happiness we had felt. So when we evaluate ourselves, we can identify more about ourselves; what makes us happy and what is not achievable..