THE UNDYING LOVE

It's quite a long time already, since the last time I have contacted the one I'm falling to.
I haven't heard news from her and even to her partner.

I like to know what happened to the love they've shared for a long time already,
But seems the time is not in my side.. though I did not make any move, I also to know
what are the happening in their living now, still I wonder somehow to know,
if they're happily together.

Many will definitely tell me that I am a fool,
Yes, I accept the fact that I'm a fool for loving her,
Even for a long span of years already, still I felt love for her.

Many things I already applied just to forget the feelings I felt for her;
Yet, the many attempts I tried, the many people I secretly hurt..
That's why I tried to be happily being single at this time..

In this case, I can be true to myself and be happy of what life is all about.
Though there are moments that will bring back the memories of the past,
I still continue the things I believe is right, so that I can eventually be ready.

Ready, in the case of loving someone whom I will be loving for all of my life,
Though, we can't erased the past that I loved someone so special that I failed to have her,
But, still I'm happy for the outcome cause I know I'd made a good decision though,
It brought too much pain in me for a long span of time..