Wandering Emotions

In past years, life had changed alot, meet new people and gained new friends, maybe lost a few, and unablet to connect the old ones. Many things have evolved within oneself and even emotions have also evolved dramatically that you oftentimes you discover it by your own.

Love, sexual desires, failures, success, tragedy, horror and involve all the emotion that someone will gonna feel in many things and events in own life; all of these have contributed something to oneself changes one's that someone able to understand well why these things happened, cause I believed that everything happens for a reason and have a purpose. Someone who don't give time to understand the things that happened to one's life, is just so immature and not willing to learn nor wanting to evolve one's living. Everyone needs to evolve to live and being able to communicate with the world around.

Not all the changes that gonna happened to our life is a thing that we can't control but it's driven by our passion to learn and become stronger of what we wanted to be. However, there are few challenges that will come in our life and bring us into a journey of confusion that we may become a wander for so many years before we become able to understand things. We just need to be positive in all aspect even if the journey we are taking give us confusion and thus makes us more weak, yet, before we give up, we need to look the opposite way that our mind has think about that situation cause for some reason, the trip we take in our life is full of unsolved mysteries that will just be answered when we able to escaped the confusion we faced.

Lots of individuals did not able to foresee things in opposite way and that reason, they lost the battle that in some way will gonna make them more successful if they have not just fail to give their best shot. In life, as I able to understand it today, we just need to be careful with our doings in the present cause we have planted will be eventually give fruit of something that will surely make our journey wonderful or in tragic; depending on what we sow.

There are emotions that give headaches to us, confuse us on how we will gonna feel towards it and in some ways makes us do things unpredictably that sometimes beyond our expectation of ourselves and sometimes brought us to unwanted failures that can cause us to a decision to end oneself; but if you can't able to manage this situation, eventually you will become the greatest failure.

In life, just be what you are, don't try to imitate someone cause every individual writes his/her own story that can be pass through generations and may inviting to someone also to spread it through times that only time can tell, even if you're not that interesting person when you still alive, a choice or a certain thing you've done, have created a big change/impact to other lives.

Be glad and live the greatest gift fully and as much as you can, capture every aspect of it, as long as you did not step one's right of living.