So Sad...

Hmm. so sad

I felt so sad every time i sees her,
My heart keep pounding and pounding every time i meets her;

I can’t control my motions from being smooth to being irresistible.
Why Do i feel such this feeling, as I know I haven't fallen for her;
Many questions roam around my head each time we've meet. I can't resist
that I have something for her, a feeling that is so unexplainable.

I wonder how love goes and conquer one's personality, how love moves in mysterious
ways; how love goes from person to another; and how love control everything.

Many people maybe like me, whom cannot tell what they feel for a certain person
whenever they are with her. Love is a big issue for those in-love, but do you ask your self how this start. Well in my own, its merely a big big issue to tackle, yet all i can say that in love nothing is impossible and nothing is wrong. As long as you feel love, fight for it cause the feeling you had for that person is so difficult to put back on time you forget her. HM mm. 

Well the topic i have now is so complicated cause i am on the road of two different
manners and characteristic of myself. I am doubting about my decision, that's why Before i made so, I tried to look for certain reasons why I have to do this or that so that in the end I cant look for reason to hate myself cause i know i made the best as i could.

Maybe you readers wonder whats my reason of writing this, I just wanted to set free the emotions and the ideas that I have this time. I was actually so mad and lonely… I wanted to scream yet I cant help it, I just turn my attention to my blog. 

Hope I can write more interesting topics, again..

Have a great day..